Its been a long time since my last post.
Im writing here only to get evrything out of my chest.
I miss you, so much, every single day.
Yes im not cry myself to sleep every other night anymore.
But i still cry for this loss.
And pang of sadness i still feel.
Last Sunday morning I was crying still for you, for what we gad
And for evrything we did together.
I dont wanna text u anymore, cause well, my message is not welcomed anymore, judging from last time you only replied me with "I dont know"
Or maybe you already move on that fast from this failed relationship,
Or worse, you have somebody that you wanna make happy, and sadly thats not me anymore.

I still remember your beautiful hazel eyes, yes they r still beautiful for me.
I still remember your lean arms.
I still remember evry night we spent together and evry moment I wakeup and u were there.
Gosh, its so cliche.
But damn, tell me how am I supposed to live now?
If its not my career that kept me going, im pretty sure im gonna be that crazy ex girlfriend who will chase you to the end of the world.

Yes, im the one who ask for breakup,
But dont u think what u did those last weeks only to trigger me to say breakup?
Now im crying again, in the middle of the night cause its still damn hurt.
Gosh, what am I supposed to do now, G?? Whatt??
We havent seen each other for months, we broke up over a text, u also wouldnt bother to call to resolve things.
God, I just need some clear closure over this, but u never asked.
Am I supposed to be the one who ask for some closure again?
Nowdays the only pray I whispered to God, is to take this pain away.
How sometimes I also wished we never ever ever know each other, and u wont have this power to hurt my fucking mind.