Simple Test Before I Step Into Real World :')

i'm upset..

just few weeks ago i felt so damn happy because i got my job as a freelance writer..

freelance writer for discount web FYI..

and then, we had a deal that i can submit my article about 30-100 a month..

because my salary counted on how much article i've mad, i was so excited about it..

every night i spent hours to look for sale events with the photos, and made good article..

in my mind, i counted around 70-80 articles i already made, and sent to my boss..

in fact, just this noon i've been told that, he accepted only 30 articles from 70-80 articles that i've made..

"his web team" dismissed more than half of my articles..

shocked?? of course!

because when i began and accepted this job, he didn't tell me that not all of my articles could be dismissed..

yes, well, maybe implicitly he said, "well, later we will tell you how many articles we've approved"..

but for godsake, i never imagine that they could dismissed my articles as much as that..

more than half..

and why they dismissed it, still they didn't tell me why they dismissed more than half of my articles..

in my mind, if they told me why they dismissed them, i can never go wrong again in making my articles..

i don't know, am i too naive, or too sincere, or because they look me only as kid, who is just a new comer in business world..
so they can make a fool of me..
and just like that dismissed more than half of my hard works for these past few weeks..

gosh..

my mom just said "let it go, maybe it's not your fortune yet.. let God decides and avenges it for you.."

thank you for your advice mom..

you're the best mom ever in the whole world!!!

well..

i try it now..

maybe it's just my first experience in making money world, in business world..

"trust no one" is a great and proved quote!!

and maybe too, it's just a simple test for me before i really step my foot into business world, especially in journal world as an editor in future..

it's just a simple test :')

PS: oh, well they just told me via email why they dismissed my articles, 

because "the dismissed team" type too much in other web..

in fact, they dismissed the rare team..

such as batik sales,  photo studio sales, furniture sales, and some other things like that..

but.. okay, i accept it as support critics..

lesson learned!