Spending this whole day by finished some orders for my friends..

and, read Merry Riana's novel, Mimpi Sejuta Dollar..

yes, i haven't finished it yet..

but, i promise myself, i'll finish it by this month or maybe next month..

hahahahahah XD

it is as always burn my spirit and open my mind to be a success person before i get 30 like Merry Riana..

she's tough, and truly survivor..

apart that she depends on God too..

but she has faith.. strong faith to be free from her economic conditions..

besides that..

yaaa wanna write..

that yes life is tough..

and get harder when you jump into real world..

when your eyes opened that forever is totally bullshit words..

and.. yes, some ugly shit happens.. almost all time..

when 1 problem haven't solved yet, others come..

again, push me as ordinary human..

other is you will totally realized, you can't depend on human..

you have to go back to your Creator and depends only on Him..

just like i did recently..

today's lesson is..

sometimes ugly shit happens, troubles come, and you feel like you can't trust no one even the closest,..

but one thing for sure that can be trusted, maybe they are just signs from God to wake us up from our ego pride..

:')