Some people said being nice for every people is a great thing to do..

but how about if you are too nice to everybody..

and sometimes it needs your sacrifice..

sacrifice for yourself..

sacrifice for your feelings..

you know, inside yourself you shouted really loud, "i don't like it..i don't wan't it!!!"

but, when you try to spit those words out, it heard like, "okay..that's fine..^^"

and while those "fine" words spit out, your inside shout louder and louder and louder, "hell no!!! i don't want this!!!! i don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"..

is it a hypocrite??

but, when i think again..

it's okay..

not so okay..

but i try to learn to be a really nice people..

maybe being a nice people to everyone, and not to be selfish is hard to do..

you maybe need sacrifice..

maybe too this is the way how God teach you to be a better person to every people around you..

but, back to the topic, how about if you are too nice till you sacrifice your business inside yourself??

did someone can explain me??

yes, i feel i am too nice for everyone around me..

in fact inside my mind, i won't sacrifice for them..

i won't..T.T

not for none reason i won't sacrifice inside..

but you know, when your nice thing being misused..

or yeah, (maybe because they really don't know myself) so they think my "fine" words is really truly fine..

okay, now i really hate myself..

HYPOCRITE..i just don't know how to spit my "truly" words out..