Happy Thursday morning!!
6.35 a.m, ad I've got great revelation..
will start this weekend *fingers cross*
Stay tune!

Good morning! Had some Kimbap and Kimchi for my breakfast as I had meeting with my team mates

for final tasks exhibition this June :)

Kimbap just okay, cause I think this kimbap is for vegan..

stuffs for this kimbap always just the same, carrot, cucumber, crab stick, eggrolls, and othe veggies..

then head to Herbs and Spice for some lunch with Marcella and Diana..

never been in this place before..

the atmosphere quite nice with good foods and reasonable price..

our lunch were:

 Meat Lovers Pizza Large size!,..

Nachos -love them!-

Chicken Katsudon and Ice Lemon Tea for Diana..

Chicken Cordon Bleu and Lychee Ice Tea for Marcella..

and...

Chicken Caesar Salad and Lychee Mojito for myself..

Marcella -blue-, Me, and Diana -white-

ignore our faces, just take a peek for the place :p

God, I'm fat all over again..

chubby cheeks! damnit..

need to work it out..

but cant control my appetite..

okay, I'm sucks! ==

some selfies :D

last but not least..

at first I just wanna borrow a thing from my board room mates, Mercia..

she was practicing to use eye liner marker that she just bought..

and it ended up with me was doing some makeup for her..

cause I was so excited to do some makeup for my girl friends..

I like see them become prettier with some of my helps..

muahahahahha XD

and here was the result..

before.. she was the one with white shirt..

AFTER!

I know, I know, I still need some practice in eyebrow department and nose shading area..

oh, oh.. and need to practice how to hair do!!

will do it better next time!!

hihi ^^

another trio pics to end this post..

this is another good weekend I guess..

PS: Marcella pose some 'model' pose? gosh, please, my bitch!

hahahahhaha XD

"Follow Your Dreams" Doesn't Mean You are Obsessed nor Crazy :)

I am not obsessed nor crazy..
I think I just grow up..
no, no I think..
but, yes.. I grow up..
start to leave mostly my childishness to a future as grown up lady..
hahaha..
I feel, majorly these stuffs are what happened in my life now..
http://elitedaily.com/life/motivation/10-reasons-why-those-who-follow-their-dreams-lead-the-best-lives/
especially number 4, 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10..
go read it..
It's a great article :)
Good night, and happy Friday.. owh, and happy wonderful weekend!

Stupid High Maintenance Guest Called Period

yes.. I'm having my period now..

and it feels like truly queen of shit..

can you imagine like someone punch you in your stomach and your lady parts over and over again..

it's just like, on top of all pains that i ever feel!

and it's just for 1 tiny ovum wants to go out from your ovarium -maybe it's angry cause not getting laid.. GODAMNIT, you will have it when i legally get married! :p-..

hiiyahhh! i hate it so much..

cause it makes you cranky, hyper sensitive with everything for physically and emotionally, and pain in your back like you already lifted 100 weighs for 1000 times, it feels like granny and their back aches..

another shit that this guest will give you are cramps, and desire to eat like giant monster..

ohh, ohh another part.. you will feel depress for nothing, and guilty, guilty for eating so damn much and you can't control it..

cause when you hold your appetite, you will feel more cranky and more hyper ultra sensitive with everything and everyone..

i don't know why this high maintenance guest has to act like this spoil brats..

the only cure you need is just eat a lot of chocolates!

no! it's not a lot.. you need A TRUCK or A BIG CONTAINER of chocolates!!

for me, 5 packs of chocolates are enough..

hahahaha..

so, my bestie, Marcella brought me these chocolates and i directly ate them (3 of them) in the morning class..

don't judge me! i need them.. or i will kill everything and everyone in radius 5 meter..

i mean it..

i thank God for creates chocolate in our life!!!!!!

another magical cure that i found out like yesterday, to kill my swing mood for my period are..

makeup, touch up, dress up, and go for karaoke with your girl friends!

karaoke like nobody cares and like your voice is better than any divas in this world..

let your inner sing goddess out..

oh, before that.. just make sure you will have memories for your GNO..

take picts! and enjoy every moments :)

oh, last but not least..

my rear molars just grow up..

and it double my pains..

can you imagine period combine with rear molars growth together at the same time????

GEEZ!!!

so, my period knocks me out in my stomach and my lady parts,

while this tiny rear molars which just make himself comfortable behind my teeth -mouth- punch me in my own mouth..

i have to chew my foods only in one side :'

guess, just this for now..

BYE :* !!!!!!

ILU - passcodes

Some men think women are so complicated..
we think in a way like maybe aliens do..
but do we??
hahaha
i guess just because women are from Venus and men from Mars, so we speak to each other in a different way.. different language you know..

so, I just recently continue my reading habit to a really good book, Beneath This Man..
yes, it's the second book from This Man trilogy by Jodi Ellen Malpas..
it is really great book behind 50 Shades of Grey..
okay, dont get tired of me because i keep going with my addiction to FSOG..
hahaha
in this book, Ava, the lead girl character just hanging and waiting for 3 magic words, I love you,  in herself..
she won't say it until her love, Jesse Ward said it first..
but, well, she already confessed when she was drunk..

it just makes me think, do we as women really desperate to hear that 3 words??
i know.. i know i am not that expert in this love department..
but that's what makes me think, how we, women..
we never really feel safe without those passcodes spoke by or spouse/ couple..
yeah.. maybe we hang out with them a lot, we date to each other, exclusively attach to each other..
but without "I love you.." it seems like all 'relationship' we have, just like a delusional stage of ourselves.. and maybe we keep guessing and doubting..
is it really exclusive relationship or is it just stupid exclusive lust to each other?
from my side, of course i will feel hanging on the line, if my spouse doesn't say those words..
but, in my own record, in fact..
i feel like my ex-es never said it because they meant it and me neither..

is it just me and Ava who will feel insecure if our couple doesn't say those words,
or maybe another women in this world just feel okay without those words to say??

Hopeless 21 nearly 22 girl, or lady? *giggle*

Happy new year 2014!
I Know it is sooo late for saying it..
Hahahaha..

I just wanna share, how my life turned like roller coaster in the end of 2013 and now is the beginning of 2014..
I just finished my awesome internship in Ogilvy Public Relations as intern designer and sometimes be AE intern too..
I love love my job, and all people around me in the office..
Despite all of that, i remembered my final lunch with my one of the best bosses i've ever had, Mr. W..
He treated me for lunch that day, Japanese tonkatsu.. which is worth every penny..
And we talked and talked, i already said that i consider him as my big brother, had i?
Well, and he thought me as his little sister too..what a great boss, huh?
Not just that, he also gave me his words, in future, if i need him to help with career, he would gladly help me..
I was just, mindblown that time..
Bless you, sir W!
Hahahaha
Now, i already back in reality, that i have to continue my campus life, cause i havent finished my degree yet..
And i dont know what i should feel..
From 1 side, i am really happy to be back to campus life and back to meet my closest friends..
But the other side, yes i am sad that i have to leave such a great  company and all the people in it..
The other side again, i just cant help to think about my family financial things..
Yes, it's always been there..
I couldnt help it sometimes to think if there any of my friends in my friends' circle that maybe have some thought as i have..
How to struggle..
How to keep it by myself..
How to think what can i do to earn my own money, and maybe could help my parents..
Yet, i cant figure anything..
I already applied part time job in coffee shop, but still havent heard any from them..
And, other thing.. i am such a coward..
I always imagine myself to have my own business, to start it, but..i just cant.. i am so coward.. i always think i cant handle failure if it happens, yes, it will happen i know, cause people always said, success and failure always come in one package..
I just cant wait myself to graduate and live on my own and maybe have guts to start my business soon..
Be responsible for my self as my own..

Here i am in my hometown, back to home.. yet cant feel it as my home anymore..
I am glad i can be here again..
But, slightly uncomfortable..
Hard to believe..

By the way..
Another thing i always struggled with despite money things, is love!
Hahahahaha
Yeah, i am hopeless in romance and love things..
But recently, i read all romance erotic novels..
Heyy, i am 21!i am legal for those books..
50 Shades of Grey trilogy, and now on progress Beautiful Bastard series, and sooner Tangled series..
Hahahaha
They are really damn good books, and cant wait myself for FSOG series as movies..
Back to what i wanna say..
Is love something that so easy come?
You just see someone, lust at the first sight, and two people feel hot electricty between them, cant hold it, losing themselves each other, do make love, and in the end they are together..
So fiction, i know!
I wish, finding your half just as easy as that..
But, reality is not fiction..
It's just way more complicated huh?
When all my friends in campus seems so easy to find love, and then some of them are engaged, yes they are engaged already before our graduation, i am here still struggle with what does love mean?

Last Day and DWP 2013

There are some things at some points, you realized you're REALLY DONE with them..
Either your age telling you, you are not suppossed to do that..
Or maybe experience just slap you in your whole face, then..
*ctik* just like that, you realize..
It's not right, and it doesn't make you happy, and yes, you r too old to do those stuffs again and again and again..

My internship is over now..
There are many things i get from my senior, especially William Taylor, my strategy planning director..
He is like my big brother, who taught me about life and shared some of his great advices for me..
I really love my company..
It is full of talented people, yet they are so humble, and so kind and willing to help and share to you their experiences and skills..
Always use please and thank you..
Always appreciate the journey, with the result though..
Always happy, cheerful and brighten my days..
Always make me feel i'm in my another home, yes, they will make you feel like you are family instead of just worker and co-worker..
And there are so many things that i have learned from Ogilvy Public Relations..
It was an awesomeness to have experience like this..
Worked and interacted with people like them..
Yet, there are so many lessons i can take from here..
I am really touched with them, for every compliments, and lessons they gave me..
Yes, i will continue to learn about life..
How to grow up, how to act more mature, how to stay positive, how to be a great leader without being bossy, how to see world which mostly in grey area, how to be an open minded, how to see things not only by their appearance, how to think before speak, how to be grateful, how to love me for being me, how to be a good listener, how to do what yoh love, and love what you do, how to build a a good relations with people, how to expand your connections, and most important things, how to never stop learning..
I wish them all the best things i could ever imagine, and maybe beyond it..
I LOVE THEM AS MY OTHER FAMILY :')..
See you when i see you guys..
Xoxo, Gaby

Btw, i just got home from Djakarta Warehouse Project 2013..
First and last..
Pay for 500.000IDR only to get stuck in traffic for 3more hours, and got wet by rain, and got mud all over my legs and arms, and got to line up for exchange ticket, and got pushing by sooooo many people, and got cold, and got nothing to see, cause the stage was full of people, and got almost falling many times in disgusting mud, and got to see nothing cause there were just few lamps in the street.. most important things, I couldnt find my friend anywheree..anywhere!
Fuck you, DWP 2013!