We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together - Taylor Swift

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."

Oooh we called it off again last night
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like, ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for it screaming that I'm right
And you, would hide away and find your peace of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh, you called me up again tonight
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Oooh yeah, oooh yeah, oooh yeah
Oh oh oh

I used to think that we were forever ever
And I used to say, "Never say never..."
Uggg, so he calls me up and he's like, "I still love you,"
And I'm like... "I just... I mean this is exhausting, you know, like,
We are never getting back together. Like, ever"

No!

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, ohhh, getting back together,ohhh,
We, ohhh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

♪( ´θ｀)ノ♬♪♬♪

Jadi, orang-orang diluar sana, yang masih kepo tentang kehidupan saya..

pernah tidak Anda-Anda sekalian berpikir untuk mengurusi hidup Anda sendiri??

well, saya tahu, mungkin sekarang kehidupan saya terlihat sedemikian menariknya untuk Anda..

untuk Anda bertindak dan berlatih seperti agen FBI ataupun Sherlock Holmes maybe..

mengorek sedalam-dalamnya tentang hidup saya hinga partikel-partikel terkecilnya..

thanks of course for the very first time..

i'm flattered..

indeed, huge honour..

but, hey..

use your own damn great brain, which God gives to you..

gunakan otak dan nalar, dan akal budi Anda-Anda sekalian untuk mengurusi urusan dan diri Anda-Anda sekalian masing-masing..

jangan bertingkah like STUPID DAMN HOES AND GIGOLOS who act like know my life very well more than God..
pada faktanya, Anda-Anda dan hidup Anda juga tidak sempurna, tapi memangnya saya pernah bertindak sedemikian ANNOYING-nya seperti yang Anda-Anda lakukan sekarang??

oh, and yes, i curse.. i use those pearl words..

who cares??????

ooo, saya lupa, Anda-Anda sekalian CARE so damn much..

apa lagi?? ingin menjudge lagi, saya yang biasanya sangat ROHANI, kenapa menggunakan kata-kata itu??

well, those words created and invented for people like you, fools!

saya manusia biasa yang punya batas kesabaran.

and yeah, i reached my boiling point.

btw, no offense..

cukup tau dengan Anda..

dan well, kecewa??

indeed ma'am..

NEVER blame you..

manusia memang punya potensi mengecewakan..

but at least, honeslty..

knowing you for years, you're the last person in my list who has those disappointment potency for me..

sorry for all my mistakes, and reckless, and bitch things i've made for you..

last, one day i'll give my promise to you in real life..

i owe you much much much through many chapters in life, MILLION CHAPTERS instead  :)

hahahahahhahahah XD

happy 20th bday, Rinaldy Chin (yellow t-shirt beside me)!

You're one of my best guy friend!!!

Indeed..

even sometimes you make me and Meg upset with your silly things attached to your crushes..

yes, with -es!

you just so easily fall for a girl..

hahahahahha XD

may in this 20th age you can commit with one girl only!!

GBU and have a blast!!!!!!

 

oh i love this photo!

HAHAHAHHAHA :P

 

 

continue from at The Project :D posting

Hong Kong Last August

Can't get enough for this city ♥

Spending this whole day by finished some orders for my friends..

and, read Merry Riana's novel, Mimpi Sejuta Dollar..

yes, i haven't finished it yet..

but, i promise myself, i'll finish it by this month or maybe next month..

hahahahahah XD

it is as always burn my spirit and open my mind to be a success person before i get 30 like Merry Riana..

she's tough, and truly survivor..

apart that she depends on God too..

but she has faith.. strong faith to be free from her economic conditions..

besides that..

yaaa wanna write..

that yes life is tough..

and get harder when you jump into real world..

when your eyes opened that forever is totally bullshit words..

and.. yes, some ugly shit happens.. almost all time..

when 1 problem haven't solved yet, others come..

again, push me as ordinary human..

other is you will totally realized, you can't depend on human..

you have to go back to your Creator and depends only on Him..

just like i did recently..

today's lesson is..

sometimes ugly shit happens, troubles come, and you feel like you can't trust no one even the closest,..

but one thing for sure that can be trusted, maybe they are just signs from God to wake us up from our ego pride..

:')

Simple Test Before I Step Into Real World :')

i'm upset..

just few weeks ago i felt so damn happy because i got my job as a freelance writer..

freelance writer for discount web FYI..

and then, we had a deal that i can submit my article about 30-100 a month..

because my salary counted on how much article i've mad, i was so excited about it..

every night i spent hours to look for sale events with the photos, and made good article..

in my mind, i counted around 70-80 articles i already made, and sent to my boss..

in fact, just this noon i've been told that, he accepted only 30 articles from 70-80 articles that i've made..

"his web team" dismissed more than half of my articles..

shocked?? of course!

because when i began and accepted this job, he didn't tell me that not all of my articles could be dismissed..

yes, well, maybe implicitly he said, "well, later we will tell you how many articles we've approved"..

but for godsake, i never imagine that they could dismissed my articles as much as that..

more than half..

and why they dismissed it, still they didn't tell me why they dismissed more than half of my articles..

in my mind, if they told me why they dismissed them, i can never go wrong again in making my articles..

i don't know, am i too naive, or too sincere, or because they look me only as kid, who is just a new comer in business world..
so they can make a fool of me..
and just like that dismissed more than half of my hard works for these past few weeks..

gosh..

my mom just said "let it go, maybe it's not your fortune yet.. let God decides and avenges it for you.."

thank you for your advice mom..

you're the best mom ever in the whole world!!!

well..

i try it now..

maybe it's just my first experience in making money world, in business world..

"trust no one" is a great and proved quote!!

and maybe too, it's just a simple test for me before i really step my foot into business world, especially in journal world as an editor in future..

it's just a simple test :')

PS: oh, well they just told me via email why they dismissed my articles, 

because "the dismissed team" type too much in other web..

in fact, they dismissed the rare team..

such as batik sales,  photo studio sales, furniture sales, and some other things like that..

but.. okay, i accept it as support critics..

lesson learned!

Sudah dari berapa hari ingin menulis sesuatu..

setiap kali di gereja selalu tahu ingin menulis apa..

but here i am, wake up suddenly in the mid of my sleeping beauty process,
and dont know what am i going to do..

haahahah XD

if you asked me 3 years ago, would l i already knew that i could be like here i am as i am now??

the answer might be 50:50..

yes, i knew for sure that i'll be outside my hometown for university time..

but, for sure too i know that i knew that i wouldn't believed how much i've been going through..

so that i could be Valia like i am now..

yep, i know that sometimes i can be soooooo childish like hell..

but, in fact that i already attended my "bible and christian value" class this evening made me realize..

i'm not same Valia anymore..

for some cases, i've been changed..

and yes, people changed (i owe you this confession, Jettt)..

but, why..

i still couldn't believe that people dont change??

am i insane??

hahahhaahha XD

or is it me, who hardly trust people in these nowadays??