IT'S THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRR!!!!!!!!! *sing it like Spongebob sings*
hahahahha XD
well.. this is gonna be really unforgettable day of my life..
first, it's my mom's b'day..
happy bday my super mom!!!!!!!!!!
you're the best, and no one like you..
wish nothing but the best for her -Adele style-
hihihihi >w<
second, and the biggest thing is..
I'M ACCEPTED IN SHANGHAI NORMAL UNIVERSITY as student exchange!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PRAISE LORD :') !!!!!!
remember this is my first ambition for now..
God is really big, and He always works in a way that you never knew, never imagined, never tasted before!!
how can I say that??
yeah, in fact i'm not the genius student in my college..
in fact, there are a lot of genius student in my college except me, who also try for this application..
in fact, i'm just standard student..
for the record, there is my friend who has IP score 3,7 out of 4..
and he accepted too, but not in Shanghai, but in Hebei..
i know that this friend has passion for this application as big as i am..
but, in the end, me and my 4 other friends got this one!!
little sharing..
before this announcement out,..
i took my "waiting time" really stressful..
until when i slept, i took this ambition with me in my dream..
i always prayed, "God, i have to get this program.. i have to, i have to.."
in short sentences, i insisted Him..
but, my closest friends and my senior at church taught me how to ask Him politely, nicely..
which is, "God, i already did my best, the rest of it, You have rights to send me to Shanghai or not.."
in short sentences, i fully evolved Him my desire, my wants, my goal, my ambition..
let Him decided..
at first it was so hard..
trust me.. it didn't look as simple as you said it..
it was so hard.. SO HARD, remember "how if He didn't give me His bless so I can get my ambition??"
but day after day..
night after night..
meet Him in my day pray.. i learned one thing..
it's just like He said it directly..that He wants to teach me how to fully devolved to Him..how to be a good disciple..
one day, i had cried for around 5 minutes.. cried really hard.. it's just like i already rejected from this program.. (i imagined it too real..==!)
but after that, i felt relieve and since that..
i learned how to fully devolved to Him..
i learned to do things in front of me now.. like campus job.. prepare as wardrobe team in church's big event in April.. Mandarin course, and like that..(thank you Jethe, for your advices!!)
last thing i knew, that today, i saw, my name is on the list of "GO TO SHANGHAI" this morning :')
it's unbelievable!!!!!!!!
still have to learn many things to become His real disciple..
but for now, i know..
first, to be a good disciple, you have to TRUST HIM FULLY LOADED.. and let Him works and decides which thing are best for you..
second, He gives me His permission to go to Shanghai because He knows I could be trusted to a big case that He'll want to give me..
:'))))
MY GOD IS ABLE, HE'S MIGHTY, IN HIM, YOU'LL ALWAYS GET REAL HOPES!!
